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Chaos in 33m² with balcony

by Mila Thonett

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1.
Intro 02:23
You know i have been trying trying to find myself sitting in a garden of lavender you know i have been trying trying to find a place where growing means an open space where listening is a part of saying yeah i have been trying trying trying (uhhh..)
2.
My shadows 04:41
Its the same old damm thing You’re the shadow You stick to me without even asking I know what you’re up to But I have till sundown I know I will Resist you restist you Refrain: Give me the strength not to fall 
 (Please don’t fall) Give me convention to fight against the dark 
 (fight against the dark ) Give me the wiseness to be blind for the blues 
 (Please be blind’) Give me belivin to be stronger than the doubt 
 (stronger than the doubt) 2. Another day starts And i am walking around with a big smile on my face And a stone in my heart Another day starts In a world where I am just a girl Nice dress A red dress A blue dress A warm dress A nice home A nice car A good dog I got all the nice things And all that I can see Is a girl with a big mess 
 a big mess a big mess a big mess ...
 
 Bridge I’ve been fighting so hart Ive been asking for help So i say Refrain: 
 
 Give me the strength not to fall Give me convention to fight against the dark Give me the wiseness to be blind for the blues Give me belivin to be stronger than the doubt 3. I dont even have to turn down the lights To be swallowed By my shadows I dont know why my past Is always running for my future I need to stop
 I need to stop
 I need to stop asking questions I need to start I need to start Feeling 
 Feeling
 
 I’ve been fighting so hart Ive been asking for help So i say Give me the strength not to fall Give me convention to fight against the dark Give me the wiseness to be blind for the blues Give me belivin to be stronger than the doubt
3.
Silence 04:06
4.
I want to tell you a story Like many of you may already have lived But please don’t be worried Cause things happen how they should happen and And there is no need to forgive Tell me something about you (I wanna see your face ) I see there is something waiting
waiting for relive
Give it some space Its a part of you So let it run wild We where talking
but talking (words) Talking about me 
Talk about us (Lets talk about us ) I was open to drown 
Be my water Drown myself in you and me 
(be my water you are) When I find myself drowning you where waiting on the cliffs You saw me jumping (one last breath) But you took the saver place We had our time Living in two different streets You on the cost And i´m in the sea We had our time Telling our tells with different appeal You with the silence And i am with the screams Decisions where made (we made decisions) And i let you lose 
(i made decisions) When you started talking And I could let you close I lowered my voice Room for you to listen We made it our story Our same page With the pen on the same page And the rubber in the trash We had our time Living in two different streets You on the cost And i´m in the sea We had our time Telling our tells with different appeal You with the silence And i am with the screams But decisions where made And we had to let go I´ll never forget you
You´You’ll never forget me There is always gonna be a though a taste a smell We both do now know That this was love And even if our ways finally went into the same direction ther is never just one decision to make So decisions where made And we had to let go
5.
Sometimes 05:19
I am not really sad I don´t know why I am crying The tears in my eyes Tell me it’s just rain The feelings I am feeling They don’t explain themselves The thoughts I am thinking Please tell me they aren’t true The memories in my mind They play me like a fool 
Sometimes I don’t know where I am What it true Sometimes I don’t know Sometimes I don’t The pictures that I see Tell me they are painted The smell in my nose Is just imagination What sounds like a heartbeat Is the rising of my own The words are´nt with me today And leave me misunderstood Sometimes I don’t know where I am What it true Sometimes I don’t know Sometimes I don’t You know I would change the way we feel You know I would get us outa here But 

Sometimes I don’t know where I am What it true Sometimes I don’t know Sometimes I don’t know where I am What it true Sometimes I don’t know Sometimes I don’t


about

In meinem 33 Quadratmeter Apartment habe ich ein paar leise Stücke aufgenommen. Wie das in einer Mietwohnung eben ist, bestehen Einschränkungen in der Lautstärke von Musik die man sowohl hören als auch machen kann. 

Das sollte mich jedoch nicht aufhalten. In einer schwierigen Zeit meinem Lebens, während um mich herum das völlige Chaos ausgebrochen ist, suchte ich nach einem Ventil für das Chaos in meinem Inneren.Und wie ginge das besser als durch die Stimme, die mir und millionen anderen Menschen am Tag dazu verhilft sein Inneres nach Außen preis zu geben. 
Mit ein wenig Gitarrenunterricht mit 8 Jahren, ein paar late-night-Schlagzeug-Unterrichtstunden meines Exfreundes und ein paar Youtube Videos zu Klavierakkorden begann ich meine ersten Versuche, die Musik in mir in "Worte" zu fassen. 

Die Sounds und Synthesizer weckten mein Interesse und ich Begann meine ersten Stücke zu erfahren, während sie am entstehen waren.

Nun mitten in der Nacht gegen 2 Uhr lassen sich, nach meinen neuen Erkenntnissen, die besten Bassriffs ausdenken und gegen 20 Uhr kommen die Zweit-, Dritt und Viertstimmen . 

Vom Mixen keinen Schimmer hab ich allerdings mein Bestes gegeben, damit es hörbar wird.

Die Texte sind eigentlich nur Gedanken und Gefühle einer Mitte 20-Jährigen, deren Welt manchmal vergleichbar aufregend ist wie ein Blockbuster. Genug erzählt.

Hört einfach rein.

Viel Spaß oder viel Glück :P 


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This is an EP all made in my small 33 squaremeter apartment (with balcony). That gives the EP the name.
It´s almost impossible to sing loud in here. So all the tracks are more quiet but hopefully the lyrics and sentiment can bringt the intensity that might miss with less volume.
I never tried to mix a song or produce anything until now. so hopefully you can enjoy it,
In a time where i feel like everything changes, i tried to put my feelings into songs and recorded them. Something i always wanted.
Have a listen if you like.
Have fun or luck ;P !

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released October 28, 2020

Picture is made by Mike Balzer
Design bei Manuel Franz

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Mila Thonett Saarbrücken, Germany

Mila Thonett was born in cologne. Growing up in an artitstic family she got inpired to sing by all the vinyls of generations before her.
She started to sing in school and joined a gospel choir .
Later she became a singer and speechtherapist.
She teaches Singing techniques in a singing school and private.
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